good days and bad days

Good days are days when I am eager about a new life in Hawaii

Bad days are days when I question why in the world I would make such a foolish decision.

Today is one of those bad days.

I went to a grant writing workshop this morning. While listening to mostly informational talks, I kept thinking to myself, "isn't this much more fun than being a professor at a university?"

Okay, I know many people would switch place with me in a heart beat. But, today, I don't know why I decided to move away from everything I know, everything I have built, everything I work hard for.

Today is one of those bad days.